Review: The World’s Strongest Librarian

Format: Hardback

worlds-strongest-librarianLength: 291 pages

Publication: May 2nd, 2013 by Gotham

Source: Library

What it’s about: 

Josh Hanagarne couldn’t be invisible if he tried. Although he wouldn’t officially be diagnosed with Tourette Syndrome until his freshman year of high school, Josh was six years old and onstage in a school Thanksgiving play when he first began exhibiting symptoms. By the time he was twenty, the young Mormon had reached his towering adult height of 6’7″ when — while serving on a mission for the Church of Latter Day Saints — his Tourette’s tics escalated to nightmarish levels.

Determined to conquer his affliction, Josh underwent everything from quack remedies to lethargy-inducing drug regimes to Botox injections that paralyzed his vocal cords and left him voiceless for three years. Undeterred, Josh persevered to marry and earn a degree in Library Science. At last, an eccentric, autistic strongman — and former Air Force Tech Sergeant and guard at an Iraqi prison — taught Josh how to “throttle” his tics into submission through strength-training.

Today, Josh is a librarian in the main branch of Salt Lake City’s public library and founder of a popular blog about books and weight lifting—and the proud father of four-year-old Max, who has already started to show his own symptoms of Tourette’s.

The World’s Strongest Librarian illuminates the mysteries of this little-understood disorder, as well as the very different worlds of strongman training and modern libraries. With humor and candor, this unlikely hero traces his journey to overcome his disability — and navigate his wavering Mormon faith — to find love and create a life worth living.

What I thought:

You know that feeling of satisfaction you get when you read just the right book at just the right time? That was what the experience of reading this book did for me. I finished it a few nights ago and I actually cried when it was over because I was so relieved to have found it now. I’d heard good things when the book first came out in 2013, but now was exactly the right time for me to read it.

My oldest daughter was diagnosed with Tourette Syndrome earlier this year. It was something I’d suspected for a while, but having the official diagnosis made it real in a way that I’m still struggling to accept. I’ve been reading nonfiction books about TS and looking for more information online, but reading a memoir of someone with the disorder who writes about his experiences with such earnestness and humor gave me something that all the medical books and articles couldn’t–a sense of peace.

That may seem strange considering just how hard Hanagarne’s life has been because of Tourette’s. He doesn’t pull any punches (literally), and I read about his experiences with a mixture of sadness and admiration for how he persevered in spite of being dealt a tough genetic hand. I think part of why I found the book comforting was that despite the extreme nature of his Tourette’s condition, he manages to eventually carve out a fairly normal life for himself. He has a good job, friends, a wife and son, and perhaps most importantly he doesn’t seem bitter about all that he has had to endure.

The biggest factor in Hanagarne’s success seems to have been a very loving and supportive family, and that gives me hope that our daughter’s outcome can be the same. I want more than anything for her to be accepting of herself and proud of all that she can do, none of which having Tourette’s can take away from her. I want her to find a sense of peace with her diagnosis, too, and to know that no matter what, her family will always have her back. She’s still very young and I don’t doubt that there are harder days ahead, but Hanagarne’s story gives me hope.

Highly recommended.

Review: The Red Road by Jenni Wiltz

red-roadI posted a spotlight on this book a few weeks ago and finally had a chance to read it, so I wanted to share my thoughts. Just to recap:

What it’s about:

Honor student Emma knows more about galvanic cell diagrams than guns. College is the only way out of her gang-ridden hometown, but her parents can’t afford it.

When her unemployed dad lands a job as a census taker, things start looking up. But he’s sent deep into East Malo Verde, where gang members rule the streets and fear anyone with a badge who knocks on doors. One night, a gang member mistakes him for a cop and beats him savagely, leaving him for dead.

Her best friends, her chem lab partner, her mom, and the detective assigned to the case all try to convince her to focus on school. But school won’t prepare her for a world that ignores a crime against a good man. Emma must decide what’s more important: doing what’s expected, or doing what she feels is right . . . even if it leads her down a dark and dangerous path of revenge.

What I thought:

First of all, The Red Road is a book that is immediately accessible. The character of Emma is recognizable. She’s the girl who is always trying to do the right thing, to be the good girl even in a difficult situation. She’s the girl who still buys into the idea that if she just keeps her head down and her nose clean, she’ll get what she wants. She’s Veronica Mars before Lily dies, minus the easy popularity and the stunning good looks.*

When a crime is committed against her father and nobody seems able or willing to do anything about it, Emma becomes obsessed with making things right. She becomes more negative and outspoken, which turns off her so-called friends. She starts looking for answers in dangerous places, getting in fights, and skipping class. She challenges her friends, her parents, and even the detective assigned to the case.

I think part of the reason that Emma becomes so preoccupied with the crime is that she feels somehow responsible. Her father gave up his job in order for her to stay at her high school and in their town, which leads to him being in the wrong neighborhood. It’s as if Emma thinks that by solving her father’s problems she can repay him for his sacrifice. She seems oblivious to the fact that she is only a young girl in a situation that is way, way over her head–one which even the police won’t touch.

I felt bad for Emma because I could see her consistently making the wrong choices (even if they were for the right reasons) and yet there is nothing that will make her turn back from her course. Even the potential for happiness with a new boyfriend is easily given up for the larger purpose of avenging her father. All of the things that once seemed so important to her are subsumed by her need for justice.

Even though it seems inevitable, the ending of the book is hard to read and harder to accept. The fact that not a single adult in the book has a real, forthright conversation with Emma about what she is going through is so sad to me. Her parents just seem to be sticking their fingers in their ears and yelling “la la la la, I can’t hear you!” while the teachers at her school don’t react to the fact that she is skipping classes and acting differently. No one intervenes, which drives Emma to the point where she takes extreme action.

The Red Road is a good read and I definitely enjoyed it, even if the characters are frustrating and oblivious most of the time. It is a more authentic portrayal of a teenager than is usually found in YA fiction, as Emma is portrayed as both still young and vulnerable and seriously lacking in judgement. Recommended.

*For those who haven’t watched the tv show Veronica Mars, it was the most obvious parallel that came to mind when reading this book.

Review: What is Found, What is Lost by Anne Leigh Parrish

what-is-foundFormat: Paperback

Length:  253 pages

Publication: October 14th, 2014 – She Writes Press

Source: Spark Point Studio (publicist)

What it’s about: 

Freddie was raised on faith. It’s in her blood. Yet rather than seeking solace from the Almighty when she loses her husband of many years, she enters a state of quiet contemplation until her daughter, and then her sister, each come home with a host of problems of their own, and her solitude is brought to an end. As Freddie helps her daughter and sister deal with their troubles, her own painful past a wretched childhood at the hands of an unbalanced, pious mother begins to occupy her thoughts more than ever, as does Anna, the grandmother she’s always wished she’d known better. Freddie feels that she and Anna are connected, not just through blood but through the raising of difficult daughters, and it’s a kinship that makes her wonder what unseen forces have shaped her life. With all that to hand, a new family crisis rears its head and it forces Freddie to confront the questions she’s asked so many times: What does it mean to believe in God? And does God even care?

What I thought:

Last year I read and reviewed Parrish’s book of short stories, Our Love Could Light the World. As I enjoyed it, I was happy to be offered the chance to read this her most recent work. The novel begins with Freddie, a middle-aged woman who has recently lost her husband and finds herself alone. Gradually her life begins to expand once more as she welcomes first a stranger and then her prodigal daughter and grandson into her home.

Over the course of the novel, the focus shifts from Freddie’s story to that of her grandmother, Anna, who escaped religious persecution in Turkey to start a new life in the U.S. Anna’s story was the more compelling one to me as it contained elements of historical fiction and showed character growth as Anna made choices which took her farther and farther from her early beginnings as an immigrant. Anna’s daughter, Lorraine, has an early religious conversion and leaves home to become a sort of itinerant preacher and missionary. Her story is revealed as it involves her daughters, Freddie and her sister Holly, who are treated to a harsh and neglectful upbringing at the hands of their evangelical mother.

Although male characters have their roles to play in the novel, this is essentially a story about women–the four generations of one family and, peripherally, the women with whom their lives intersect. It is also about religion in that each of the women struggle with the effect that religion has had on their lives and how their faith (or lack thereof) makes them who they are.

While these themes are obvious and present throughout the novel, they failed to make a real impression on me. Something about the portrayal of religion in the novel rang hollow. Maybe it was the author’s intention to convey a sense of emptiness at the heart of it all, but it left me feeling dissatisfied as a reader and unable to make a real connection to any of the characters. I didn’t sense that the women’s religious struggles were anything more than everyday angst; there was no real fire or conviction behind it.

In short, this novel left me cold.  Parrish’s writing is very competent but fails to arouse any strong feelings in the reader. Although this is a relatively short novel, the lack of action and emotional growth in the characters left me both wanting it to be finished and wanting something more.

Thanks to Spark Pointe Studio for providing me with a copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.

The January Wrap-Up

monthly-wrap-upWhat? You say it’s been February for over a week already? Surely you jest.

Actually, I feel like I’m doing pretty good by getting this up at all, considering the cray-cray craziness of the past few weeks. I finally started to get some response about jobs I had applied for, including one for teaching in a public school (which is what I would really like to be doing). To make a long story short, I had the interview, got a positive response the next day, and have been jumping through hoops ever since. Although I have many years of teaching experience overseas, I’ve never been certified in the U.S., so I had to take (and pay for, ouch) several tests before I could be officially eligible for employment.

After a week’s worth of cramming, I aced my content assessment (woo hoo!) and now I just have to wait a few weeks for the official results to be sent. In the meantime, the principal of my new school wants me to start as a substitute because apparently they are a bit desperate to get me in the job, which is flattering but a little unnerving, too. It’s all happening so fast, and while I don’t relish the idea of bringing home a substitute teacher’s salary even temporarily, it should be worth it in the end when I can make it a permanent gig.

In between all this scrambling, I got a call about ANOTHER job I had applied for, so I’m going to at least go to the interview because I feel like I should.

So that’s my life at the moment, and suffice it to say my reading has suffered as a result. I started off the month strong but the past couple of weeks have just been a blur and I’ve had a hard time focusing on any one book. In January, I finished five books, two of which I read with my daughters and one that’s a graphic novel:

  1. Where the Stars Still Shine by Trish Doller
  2. Relish: My Life in the Kitchen by Lucy Knisley
  3. The BFG by Roald Dahl
  4. Rapunzel’s Revenge by Shannon Hale
  5. A Matter of Mercy by Lynne Hugo

My favorite was definitely Relish, which I found really fun and inspiring. I’ve checked out two of Knisley’s other graphic novels (French Milk and Age of License) and I highly recommend her to anyone who is a graphic novel newbie and looking for a fun way to dip their toes in the pond.

So far February has started out very, very slowly but I’m hoping that once I’ve had time to settle in to my new job I’ll be able to get back in the swing of things.

I hope everyone had a great reading month in January and that February is shaping up nicely for you as well!

Classics Club: February Meme

classics_club_buttonAlthough my Classics Club reading has dropped off the face of the Earth lately, I’m still considering myself a member and hanging in there. I keep telling myself that I will be able to make it a priority again soon, and I hope that’s true.

In any case, there’s a great question for the monthly members’ meme this month (alliteration, yay!).

What about modern classics? Pick a book published since 2000 and say why you think it will be considered as a “classic” in the future.

Two books automatically came to mind for me when I read this question, but when I checked the publication dates I saw that the first–Kazuo Ishiguro’s The Remains of the Day–was published in 1989 so it doesn’t count. Can we do a post-1980 question? I have a lot more books I would add to the list within those parameters.

The second book I thought of does fit, though, as it was published in 2004: Gilead by Marilynne Robinson. This book blew me away when I first read it, as the writing is just simply, stunningly beautiful. It also won a whole bunch of awards, including the Pulitzer Prize for fiction and the National Book Critics Circle award for fiction. But don’t just take my word for how good it is. Add it to your Classics Club list today! :)


Review and Giveaway: The Last Good Paradise by Tatjana Soli

!cid_D2CD86F1-CF55-4754-8115-F582DDD817F4Format: Print galley

Length:  320 pages

Publication: February 10, 2015 by St. Martin’s Press

Source: TLC Book Tours

What it’s about: 

On a small, unnamed coral atoll in the South Pacific, a group of troubled dreamers must face the possibility that the hopes they’ve labored after so single-mindedly might not lead them to the happiness they feel they were promised. Ann and Richard, an aspiring, Los Angeles power couple, are already sensing the cracks in their version of the American dream when their life unexpectedly implodes, leading them to brashly run away from home to a Robinson Crusoe idyll. Dex Cooper, lead singer of the rock band, Prospero, is facing his own slide from greatness, experimenting with artistic asceticism while accompanied by his sexy, young, and increasingly entrepreneurial muse, Wende. Loren, the French owner of the resort sauvage, has made his own Gauguin-like retreat from the world years before, only to find that the modern world has become impossible to disconnect from. Titi, descendent of Tahitian royalty, worker, and eventual inheritor of the resort, must fashion a vision of the island’s future that includes its indigenous people, while her partner, Cooked, is torn between anarchy and lust. By turns funny and tragic, The Last Good Paradise explores our modern, complex and often, self-contradictory discontents, crafting an exhilirating story about our need to connect in an increasingly networked but isolating world.

What I thought:

I like stories that take a group of very different people and throw them together in a controlled situation, particularly one in which they are out of their element. In this kind of situation, you never know exactly what to expect, and it tends to bring out the best and the worst in people while removing social barriers.

When I first read the description of The Last Good Paradise, that was the kind of story I was expecting. However, I found that the remote tropical setting was used more as a device for the writer, Soli, to express philosophical musings on human nature. The point of view used was too distant for me to gain any kind of sympathy for the characters and their antics were too often concerned with sex for my tastes.

Although The Last Good Paradise wasn’t exactly the style of book that I enjoy, it’s a well-written and entertaining novel that should appeal to readers who appreciate a humorous novel with a dose of philosophy.

!cid_9B68F6B2-4064-49B2-B7B9-741D0B92F23CAbout the author:

Tatjana Soli is a novelist and short story writer. Her bestselling debut novel, The Lotus Eaters, winner of the James Tait Black Prize, was a New York Times Notable Book and finalist for the LA Times Book Award among other honors. Her stories have appeared in Boulevard, The Sun, StoryQuarterly, Confrontation, Gulf Coast, Other Voices, Third Coast, Sonora Review, and North Dakota Quarterly. Her work has been twice listed in the 100 Distinguished Stories in Best American Short Stories. She lives with her husband in Southern California.


I’m giving away one copy of The Last Good Paradise to a lucky reader (U.S. or Canada only, sorry). To enter, just leave a comment with your name and email address. Good luck!

Thanks so much to TLC Book Tours for providing me with a copy of this book and giving me a chance to share my review.

Tatjana Soli’s TLC Book Tours TOUR STOPS:

Monday, February 2nd: Books on the Table
Tuesday, February 3rd: Books a la Mode – author guest post
Wednesday, February 4th: Too Fond
Thursday, February 5th: Savvy Verse and Wit
Monday, February 9th: Caribousmom
Monday, February 9th: BookNAround
Tuesday, February 10th: Kahakai Kitchen
Tuesday, February 10th: The Feminist Texican Reads
Wednesday, February 11th: A Bookish Affair
Thursday, February 12th: Writing Whimsy
Monday, February 16th: The Well Read Redhead
Monday, February 16th: Svetlana’s Reads and Views
Tuesday, February 17th: Lit and Life
Tuesday, February 17th: Kritter’s Ramblings
Wednesday, February 18th: Reader’s Oasis
Thursday, February 19th: Book Dilettante
Friday, February 20th: Olduvai Reads
Monday, February 23rd: 5 Minutes for Books
Monday, February 23rd: Suko’s Notebook
Tuesday, February 24th: Patricia’s Wisdom
Wednesday, February 25th: nomadreader

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Spotlight: The Red Road by Jenni Wiltz

The Red RoadPublication Date: January 26, 2015 by Decanter Press
Formats: eBook, Paperback
Pages: 357
Genre: Literary Fiction/Women’s Fiction

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What it’s about:

Honor student Emma knows more about galvanic cell diagrams than guns. College is the only way out of her gang-ridden hometown, but her parents can’t afford it.

When her unemployed dad lands a job as a census taker, things start looking up. But he’s sent deep into East Malo Verde, where gang members rule the streets and fear anyone with a badge who knocks on doors. One night, a gang member mistakes him for a cop and beats him savagely, leaving him for dead.

Her best friends, her chem lab partner, her mom, and the detective assigned to the case all try to convince her to focus on school. But school won’t prepare her for a world that ignores a crime against a good man. Emma must decide what’s more important: doing what’s expected, or doing what she feels is right . . . even if it leads her down a dark and dangerous path of revenge.

The Red Road is about a girl in turmoil, coming of age as she discovers the depths – and the limits – of friendship, first love, and the bond between parents and their children.

*Contains strong language, mild violence, but no sexual situations.

About the author:

Jenni WiltzJenni Wiltz writes fiction and creative nonfiction. She’s won national writing awards for creative nonfiction and romantic suspense, including a 2011 Romance Writers of America Kiss of Death Chapter’s Daphne du Maurier Award for her novel, The Cherbourg Jewels. She also writes thrillers, historical fiction, and paranormal romance, and you may have seen her short stories in The Portland Review, Gargoyle, and the Sacramento News & Review. After earning bachelor’s degrees in English and history and a Master’s degree in English, she worked as a web editor, a copywriter, and a USAID grant program coordinator, which gave her the opportunity to travel to Kenya. When she’s not writing, she enjoys reading, sewing, running, and genealogical research. She lives in Pilot Hill, California and has not yet struck gold in her backyard.

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